Word?

I am searching for a word,
Searching in vain,
How can I possibly describe,
This moment that I seek to express.

I have tried out a few,
Delightful, it isn’t even close,
It seems too fluffy to explain
The complexity.

Heavenly, too ambiguous
My heaven could be different than yours.
Magnificence, is getting closer,
Yet somehow not enough.

I need some help with this,
Maybe some more information.
Maybe I should break it down,
And start with the kisses.

I am searching for a word,
I feel what it means,
It isn’t the meaning that eludes me,
This moment that I seek to express.